12/9/12

Tree of plenty


 
 
 
 
Have these
I have many
I give these to you, freely
from my tree of plenty,
its branches full
bent,
old,
and sometimes weary
Have mine
I have many
on my tree,
of plenty
 
ldn

12/7/12

cold rose




 
 
The bud that won’t grow into a rose
is cold
deep inside
where it lives
and dies
 
ldn

Barely


 
 
Seagulls and crows

floating in the sky

holding up the wind

on their wings

barely

ldn

11/30/12

That Snowflake


 
 
That snowflake,
the picture you sent
of you flying,
me dying,
disappearing ~
instead
when I touched the ground
The one of you
softly falling down
I ripped it to shreds
 
ldn
 
 

11/27/12

Hollow eyes


 
 
 
I have hollow eyes
sunken cheeks
no teeth
I am blind
but I feel you staring
at me
wondering,
why does he stick around
here?
Why?
He cannot hear
or see
Why?  You ask
It is not my time to die
and I will not go away
until my heart is clear,
until I have no fear
I will stay,
hope,
pray
and dream,
here alone
of a better world,
for peace
until God calls me home
 
ldn

11/26/12

I love you


I love you, 
I will carry your scent to my death,
or yours which ever comes first
You are the waking bird that rests upon my shoulder
within dawn’s breath
On the outside we are older than the creases we have left 
beneath the tree growing under our skin,
worn outside in
Stay with me tethered, weathered together forever 
until our tree is severed and ceases to exist

ldn

11/22/12

Sleeping around

 image: etsy.com
 
 
Sleeping around

She sleeps on aqua skies
Covers crows that fly by
her
Comforts stars that surround
her
She is my mother
my lover
She is you
She is me
a dream
She is the sound
of sleeping
around

ldn

11/18/12

She's a bird

image: machoarts.com
 
 
She's a bird

The angels will tape her wings to the air
then set upon her head, a halo to wear
but she’ll rip it off along with her hair
Heaven’s gonna have hell to pay
when she gets there
because she’s a bird who can’t be caged
She’s far beyond her age,
sort of a sage,
a bird who can’t be caged
She's a bird who can’t be caged.

ldn

11/15/12

Old bones




i
image: incredipedia.info


Old bones

Stripped away of artifice

old bones

like old lovers

lie

down


ldn

11/12/12

Stones


Stepping on stones,
chipped rocks
from the cross
you bear
hurt my feet,
every whip from your bastinado
carve deep into my soles,
your  battle scars
but my soul is whole
I am at peace
I will not fight your wars
I will not fold!
I can take it
My spirit - you will  never  break it
So please, have your way
and try as you may...
I will not recant!
I will Chant ~
I will pray ~
Ya Baha’u’l-Abha!
Ya Baha’u’l-Abha!
until my dying day

Ya Baha’u’l-Abha

 

ldn

Broken Teeth


Walking out of the market today
I was approached
by a black boy with broken teeth.
“Excuse me, Ma’am,” he said sheepishly,
“Do you have eighty cents?”
“Why do you need it?” I asked.
“For food…for a sandwich, I'm hungry and need to eat.”
I noticed he was well dressed, wearing a leather jacket,
and new shoes on his feet.
Of course I gave him a dollar, and didn’t ask for change
Who would?
I knew he was lying,
there standing in the rain, drenched in pain.
but deeper down beneath, in the boy well clothed,  I saw a soul 
dressed up with broken teeth 
ldn

11/11/12

truth

So they say ~ the truth will set you free
If this is so,
I should be flying to the apex
of eternity
but I am human
stuck here
stuck in the middle of me

11/3/12

Broken Winged Bird


image: stormiweatherr.zanga.com


Broken Winged Bird

There is a gaping hole, bleeding through
my new white dress
staining it forever, blue
I shared my deepest secret,
with no assurance, you
would keep it
I lie now on blank bed
on paper torn
I have worn you thin to shreds,
I know
So, I will go again within
I will go away today
I will go ~ ~ ~ flying crooked,
broken hearted
one wing bent / on crushed soul
 
ldn


Psalm 34 "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit."

from the Baha'i Sacred writings:
O God! O God! This is a broken-winged bird and his flight is very slow—assist him so that he may fly toward the apex of prosperity and salvation, wing his way with the utmost joy and happiness throughout the illimitable space, raise his melody in Thy Supreme Name in all the regions, exhilarate the ears with this call, and brighten the eyes by beholding the signs of guidance.
O Lord! I am single, alone and lowly. For me there is no support save Thee, no helper except Thee and no sustainer beside Thee. Confirm me in Thy service, assist me with the cohorts of Thy angels, make me victorious in the promotion of Thy Word and suffer me to speak out Thy wisdom amongst Thy creatures. Verily, Thou art the helper of the weak and the defender of the little ones, and verily Thou art the Powerful, the Mighty and the Unconstrained.
 ~ Abdu’l-Bahá

10/30/12

Birds and morning moon set


image: etsy.com

Birds and morning moon set
on my shoulder
The ancient tree seems older now
and how I want to hold her
close to me
But her heart is fickle,
so I let it be
She wears her crescent like a sickle
on her side
And with a glance in her midnight dance
if given half a chance
She will tear your soul apart,
will leave you dying cold,
I’ve been told ~
somewhere on her painted sky,
to moan
where birds and morning moon set
alone

 
ldn

10/28/12

Hiding

image: bethtrissel.wordpress.com
 
 
Hiding
 
When I was six I hid under the covers

because I was afraid of the Japanese.

When I was twelve I hid under my school desk,

fearing the Russians.

Now I’m sixty-five,

and I’m afraid of my fellow Americans

with nowhere left to hide.
 
ldn

10/26/12

Ignis fatuus


 
 
photo:  Matt Del Nagro
 
 
Ignis fatuus
(pronounced ig-nis-fat-chu-is)

Will-o’-the-wisp
Foolish fire
A ghostly fire, misleading
Seen over bogs
that lead you astray
when you follow their light receding
We carve them today –
eat their seeds,
then we go trick-or-treating
 
ldn

 

 

 

10/23/12

It ain't easy Babe

image: Freud-museum.at


It ain't easy Babe


Who do you think you are,
judging my sexuality,
my reality?
I am doing the best I can,
do, actually
with the cards I was dealt
in this worldly,
this present reality
And it ain’t easy, Babe
It ain’t easy Babe.


ldn

10/20/12

Malala and Mona


Malala and Mona

Two birds on one feather they fly
Malala fought for education,
for education Mona died
Mona taught the children
Malala read a book
Malala they shot
Mona’s life they took
Two birds on one feather they fly,
Malala ~ here on Earth,
Mona, on High
ldn

Mona was arrested as she taught children's classes.
She was sentenced to death.
She kissed the rope,
then placed it around her neck.

Now Malala carries Mona
with her each and every breath

Thank you, Malala

10/17/12

Malala on my mind




Malala on my mind

I can not get Malala off my mind. 
She's pasted in my brain
on pages stuck together in the rain,

head bent reading,
Malala took a bullet for us,
to the head,
on the back of the bus.
I can not get Malala off my mind.

 For Malala, encourage your child to read today…

ldn

10/16/12

The Choice


image: bearingdrift.com
 
 
The Choice
 
It’s election year two thousand and twelve
And things are not looking well
But, we have a choice
So, who do you choose? 
Who will win and who will lose?
Obama or Romney?
The Blue side calls Mitt, a Liar
The Red side calls Barrack a “Commie”
A Liar and a Commie? - Give us a break!
Our Country’s in trouble
There’s allot at stake!
Women’s rights - Gays too
Health care for me and you
Foreign policy
Hypocrisy?
Oh my, what to do?
Obama is running with Biden – Yuk, Yuk…
Romney chose Ryan – what luck!
Mitt took a blow when he was caught cheating
Barack took a hit when he was caught sleeping
But wait!
There’s another debate…
Will Mitt get his story straight?
Will Obama wake up before it’s too late?
We’ll see
Won’t we? 

ldn

10/16/2012

10/12/12

skin covering up


Patience requires long suffering
Suffering is a deep river
It is worn on cuffs
of white shirts
unclean
runs deep into
bones
on frames holding
guts
loosely onto skin covering
up

ldn

It ain't easy, Babe

Who do you think you are,
judging my sexuality,
my reality?
I am doing the best I can,
do, actually
with the cards I was dealt
in this worldly,
this present reality
And it ain’t easy, Babe
It ain’t easy Babe.


ldn

8/27/12

the stump grinder

 
photo - 8/22/12 "the stump"

the stump grinder -
 
if it's not one thing it's another
found a fir stump in the drive
got a grinder coming
will turn the roots to fir chips in 30 minutes
I pay cash - okay tomorrow,
says the stump grinder

ldn

8/21/12

mazy and dazy


mazy and dazy  photo taken 8.20.2012




mazy and dazy

sister mary is from kentucky,
I wasn't raised with mary
she's my father's and his second wife ~ Glady's kid.
I adored Gladys ~ we called ourselves mazy and dazy,
good friends,
used to dress up in wild stuff when I was sixteen,
in Chicago.
mary was just a kid.
her mom's gone,
mine too.
now sister mary and I dress up
like mazy and dazy
do.

lda

8/14/12

Patience

photo: Turkish Bath - Israel, 2007
Patience requires long suffering
Suffering is a deep river
It is worn on cuffs
of white shirts
unclean
running deep into bones
on frames holding guts
loosely under skin covering
up

ldn

8/3/12

Hwy South

photo:  Hwy 1 - bkdunn.com


Highway South

Just got to thinkin’ about the Highway south
How long a ride twill it be?
Maybe a thousand
Maybe two
I’ll drive two thousand and three
just to be with you,
just to be with you
ldn

8/2/12

rollin'

Like a Train...she keeps on rollin',
rolin' like a river
as long as we're apart
Now I stand by the station,
stand by the station with my heart
rollin', rollin'

8/1/12

The Well

photo: farandfurther.com


The Well


the hole inside keeps getting bigger
deeper
you were the keeper
of the well
the cup I could fill into
with my soul, bare
in contrast I wonder
how 
when I dip into it
now
I do not come up
dry
the water brims fuller
into it
overflowing
its sides

ldn

7/30/12

I am the ripple

image: footage.shutterstock.com

I am the ripple

I am the ripple
where you can not see yourself clearly in the river
Are you sleeping,
in the reflection where I live?
I gave you freedom to be when I screamed you out
I am the quiver after your shake
the swell beneath your wake
I am your beginning
your end ~
You are portion of me, a section,
You are my memory, awakened
Listen to my whisper
my shallow breath,
I stand beside you, and inside you
I am life and death
Now go whole,
knowing
flowing,  
unshaken
 

ldn

Freedom



Freedom

A spirit in a box
closed on all corners
with walls
tied
too big for the sides
let out a wail
kicked its way out
and cried ~

I'm Free!

ldn

7/27/12

Happy like a pound puppy

photo: thedailydog.wordpress.com


Happy like a pound puppy

I was in third grade…
lots of stuff happened by then,
to me and my family
We were safe in the nest of grandparents, one day
They lived in the back house ~ us up front
under their watchful eye
But mom needed to break free
So she took us away
I was born Linda Eleanor Del Nagro,
pronounced:  Nay – gro
The Negro with an “e” got changed to a Negro with an “a’
in the thirties (for apparent reasons)
by relatives I never knew
Life was hard enough on kids back then
and for me, too ~
in third grade
I learned how to spell it
Capital “D” – e – l   then   Capital “N” – a – g – r – o
I wrote it with a cursive swing,
at the end
Then during summer break on a summer day,
Mom got married again (between third and fourth)
So I became someone else
I was kind of glad (of course)
because the other kids called us Niggers
I was happy a little bit for a little bit
Again I spelled my name ~ but different
Capital “C” – o – r   then   c – o – r  – a – n
There, that’s settled
Happy like a pound puppy
in a new home
in fourth grade
with a new name
different but still the same
for a little bit,
anyway

ldn 


7/26/12

a Ferris Wheel in France

photo: davidsanger.com


a Ferris Wheel in France

How can this be
You are with me all the time,
spinning around
in my mind
How can this be
and why?
Did I make you up,
all of the sounds
and deep breaths 
knocking on my back door
into my ear
first whispers,
then shouts?
How can I keep you
from disappearing
again
off to Paris, on one hand,
leaving your other hand
on me, your lover?
Will you take me with you
some time, or another
to France,
into town
on a Ferris Wheel
to dance
with me,
around? 

ldn

7/25/12

Is it big enough?

photo: from a friend


Is it big enough?

Is it big enough
to hold what I know
about her,
how she carried me to the altar,
married me to her soul?
Is it big enough?
Is it a century tall?
Is it ten thousand summers,
and one fall?
Is it big enough
for a mystery?

ldn

My Family is an old coat now


photo: flickr.com


My Family is an old coat now


My family is an old coat now
with holes
Cold winds drift through it
now that Mom’s gone
Days pass into years
without hope
of her mending it
protecting our skin
from the storm
My family is unraveling
like a knitted scarf
not tied off
at the edges
into knots
My family is one boot
without laces
to hold it to the foot
It rubs blisters
onto brother's
and sister's
soles
My family is an old coat now
with holes

ldn

7/22/12

The Mass Majority




The Mass Majority


Politicians are the instigators who speculated with
Big Bank Administrators and peculated funds
Now the victims of the oppressors
though weak from the compressors of the system
must get off of their couches
stop acting like slouches
and run
without guns and ammunition
but with love and ambition
There’s more of me and you, than them
Don’t fall for the story of the few
Go for the Glory - and fight
We are the Mass
The sum of our parts - one heart
We fly first class in the Light
We have the Power
There is no time to cower,
so stand by your brother
as One
Face Satan head on
God has your back
Evil be gone
We’re done with the crap - ZAP!
We won.

ldn

7/21/12

Who is this kid?




Who is this kid?


Someone died tonight
at a movie theatre
Not my son, not your wife
No one lost their life
who you knew
But it could have been, you
there
when
Children fell
into broken seats
on broken dreams
into popcorn mayhem
screams
Who is this kid,
who sat with you
in science class?
Who, you ask?
Was he your neighbor,
the child who hid
under
your curb, disturbed?
Was he the kid who stared past
souls through glass
mirrors
looking
for his own
who lost his will to live
so took
yours?
Who is this kid,
now grown?

ldn

7/20/12

Golden Chain

image: ehow.com

Golden Chain

Wrapped around my neck his golden chain
upon my bed of brass where we had lain
I saw not diamond stars that night, but pain
upon my sheets of white where spilled the rain

My heart in two will never be the same
for with my lover gone I'll go insane
No one but myself now do I blame
for stains upon my bed where we had lain,
his golden chain

ldn

7/19/12

Jesse



photo: dosomething.org


Jesse

Last night Jesse wandered crooked to my car.
I’m hungry. . .
and I’m really really scared.
His hands shook like chicken feathers,
ruffling through dirty hair.
Blank eyes stared,
past mine.
My cell phone was stolen, and all my cash.
A line.
Will you help me, please?
This kid looked really bad.
Would you like a hamburger?
Please and thank you, Ma’am.
Where do you live?
Yakima.
Do you want to go home?
Yes.
Will I be safe with you, I asked?
I’m more afraid of you…
Get in.
Drove Jesse to the station,
gave him all my cash,
from my purse.
Pot reeked from his dirty sleeping bag.
He shook like he was coming down…
(or worse)
Chin up and eyes straight, Jesse.
One quick hug and he was gone.
He could have been my son.
He could have been yours.
He was just a kid,
Jesse.

ldn