The Loop

Time warp

Nothing is linear

all loop within the eight ball where we live,

here and above

in our designated frequency

It may be why I carry you in my heart,
still

Some call it synchronicity

I call it love

ldn

a dream - 4/6/2013

He missed me when I said goodbye

before I left

I stuck a needle in his neck

A sword that stayed

He bled

ldn

a dream 4/2/13

Last night I went into my reptilian brain,

Saw snakes as tall as buildings rising

and scorpion stars shining

I lay on clean grass waiting

for fear based realities to take me,

created a story I could understand

from my point of view

as I held my mother above

on her narrow bed

while she excreted

black vomit like mud,

then lay her down to sleep alone,

flew back on a flying object

where my children waited

for me

to ride back through blue mountains,

with wild horses running

home

 

ldn

 

 

The Moon

 

 

The moon

 

a waning moon has low energy vibes

a 1/2 moon makes me crazy

and the full moon is my wholeness moon.

Damn the moon

We must be connected, She and I

pulled together into something over, and over

and over again

Spit out like stardust

after She is through with us

back to where we are going but have already been

I felt as if I was struggling for life

yesterday

in slow motion

It all happens in the Now they say

the oddballs I hang with

like Echardt and Einstein...

Are we ~ merely the  thought of God ~ His notion,

living proof of His existence,

only for a moment,

and when our time is up ~

we return back to thought,
into a memory

that lives in His presence 
for Eternity?

Now - I think so. 

ldn