The Loop

Time warp

Nothing is linear

all loop within the eight ball where we live,

here and above

in our designated frequency

It may be why I carry you in my heart,
still

Some call it synchronicity

I call it love

ldn

a dream - 4/6/2013

He missed me when I said goodbye

before I left

I stuck a needle in his neck

A sword that stayed

He bled

ldn

a dream 4/2/13

Last night I went into my reptilian brain,

Saw snakes as tall as buildings rising

and scorpion stars shining

I lay on clean grass waiting

for fear based realities to take me,

created a story I could understand

from my point of view

as I held my mother above

on her narrow bed

while she excreted

black vomit like mud,

then lay her down to sleep alone,

flew back on a flying object

where my children waited

for me

to ride back through blue mountains,

with wild horses running

home

 

ldn

 

 

The Moon

 

 

The moon

 

a waning moon has low energy vibes

a 1/2 moon makes me crazy

and the full moon is my wholeness moon.

Damn the moon

We must be connected, She and I

pulled together into something over, and over

and over again

Spit out like stardust

after She is through with us

back to where we are going but have already been

I felt as if I was struggling for life

yesterday

in slow motion

It all happens in the Now they say

the oddballs I hang with

like Echardt and Einstein...

Are we ~ merely the  thought of God ~ His notion,

living proof of His existence,

only for a moment,

and when our time is up ~

we return back to thought,
into a memory

that lives in His presence 
for Eternity?

Now - I think so. 

ldn

Morning Dew

 

 

 

morning dew on Sunset - 3/30//13

 

 

I awakened to the morning dew

where I saw you highlighted in blue ink

It was you there, on the cusp, dancing in bare feet

I felt you
It must have been cold out there
all night alone, as I slept
I kept your circular tears under my pillow
and wept
I trust you will return with the moon in your hand

tomorrow

dancing back, as one,
like dewdrops do
into to the sun
 

ldn

In my room

There you are again
in my room

on my side

Planning a trip

to Yakima

to Paris

and beyond,
to the place where you lived before

I was there listening on the other side, of you

Why not stop by and see me, too

You were younger then

Dark haired and smiling

in my room

ldn

Liquid Mind

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Through liquid mind,

I flow in and out, of you
I see you here, when I’m lonely
in cars,
sometimes walking
you wear a hat
I do a double take,
you glance back
I see you here
for a brief moment ~ only
I gasp

 

ldn